I don’t understand what I’m supposed to say right now. I’m standing on the precipice of failure and for some reason I can’t bring myself to really care as much as I should. Does this make me lazy and…what’s the word…ah. Can’t think of it right now, maybe I’ll edit the post later. I don’t really care about school. People put so much emphasis on getting in and getting out so fast they don’t even realize that they’re the ones flying by…not Time.
I move with Time. I don’t feel like getting ahead. There’s so much more to life than integrating with the rest of the cogs of society. Money makes the world go around, and that’s where I think we’re going wrong. Maybe everyone should revert to a simpler lifestyle, or at least slow it down. Does everything have to be done right away?
Mind you, I’m not advocating a sedentary lifestyle, but wouldn’t a relaxed pace for the world be so much better?
I digress. I just want to write and create stories and have people around the world read and enjoy them. I don’t want a fast car (a VW Bug will suit me just fine), I don’t want a big house (but I do love apartment-style living), and I don’t want a lot of money (but I need it to function in the world as we know it).
But do I really need to rush school to get that stuff?
We’ll see. I’m transferring to SCAD. I’m keeping my fingers crossed and scouting for references. I’m already putting together my portfolio for scholarships. So I’m wishing myself luck.
